Feeling sad. Most of my blogs are about this, because Tumblr is the only place that listens. There is someone, who means a lot to me. Apparently i mean alot to them, but i think i should change that to meant. I’ve written before how it doesn’t make me happy anymore. But then it got better. Yet now, within a very short space of time - it’s all gone downhill.
Like talking to me is a chore. Like me and my feelings don’t matter. I remember the last time you were really nice. I remember having the sweetest dreams about it. That’s not so common anymore. I’m worried about you, and how you are going back to your old ways. Not for my sake, but for yours. That is bad for you.
You infuriate me because you change. I have absoloutley no idea where i stand. Your ‘thought’ yesterday would have been the perfect soloution. Maybe one day i guess. Or maybe you’re about to say goodbye. :/.
If you do i want you to know how much you did for me. How much you mean to me and how i shall never forget you. There is always a space for you, inside of me. </3.